20/20 Vision

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  • Til Spesialenheten for politisaker

    Anmeldelse. …                                                                                             

    Jeg, Lars Fagerheim Bjørlo 130177 *****, ønsker med dette å anmelde statsadvokatens kontor, først og fremst representert av Carl Graff-Hartmann og Johann Moldestad, for en rekke forhold som jeg mener det er grunn til å kartlegge og få prøvd i en rettssal. Anklagene vil i utgangspunktet være:  

    Tjenesteforsømmelse, grov uforstand, overdreven maktbruk, forfølgelse, urettmessig straffeforfølgelse, trakassering. 
     
    Jeg er for tiden under tvungent psykisk helsevern, og det er konkret dette som gjør det nødvendig å få klarhet i om lovene gjelder eller ikke. 
     
    Jeg gir kortversjonen: forfølgelsen og trakasseringen begynte for svært mange år siden. I den forbindelse er det registrert en sak hos spesialtjenesten på meg fra før som daterer 2011. I 2013 var det mye som gikk på tverke, jeg hadde sittet et år uten særlig grunn i varetekt på Ila, og dermed mistet alt jeg eide, hus, biler og løsøre. Jeg var heller ikke helt frisk, og i den grad man føler at dette for lengst har blitt personlig, at man er i krig med staten, så er dette bakteppet som ledet til at jeg ringte inn en rekke bombetrusler, uten forsøk på å være anonym. Lang historie; selv om disse telefonene har lite med psykosen å gjøre, så er enden på visa at nå er vi i 2024, og jeg er fremdeles underlagt tvang. Ikke bare det, men statsadvokaten har gjort det klart at slik vil de det skal fortsette. 

    Denne gangen blir det ikke aktuelt å ty til kriminelle handlinger i desperat behov for at noen greier å legge sammen to og to. Derfor ber jeg dere holde et øye med hvordan denne saken kommer til å utvikle seg, særlig nå, etter for alvor å ha satt meg på bakbeina. Det står faktisk noe om forholdsmessighet i loven. Virkeligheten er at vilkårene er langt ifra tilstede. Dette er det ingen som ser ut til å bekymre seg over, unntatt meg. 
     
    Spikeren i kista er at det ansvarlige helse-teamet som administrerer det praktiske i dommen, og som er de eneste kvalifiserte til å ha en utenforstående mening, leverer sin års-rapport om Bjørlo’s status, hvor det går fram at de anbefaler en slutt på bruk av tvang. Og tro meg, dette kommer ikke et øyeblikk for tidlig. 
     
    Jeg tenker videre at dersom den neste responsen er at vi må i retten igjen, så er det noe fryktelig galt et sted. Statsadvokaten kan avslutte hele dommen på timen, dersom han vil. Og det er nettopp dette som burde gjøres, i anstendighetens navn. Hvordan kan det ha seg at de som er ansvarlige for dette regimet, har interesser som strekker seg utenfor rimelighetens grenser, og virker helt skamløse i sitt forsøk på å bare opprettholde status quo uten å bruke noe mer energi på saksbehandlingen i praksis? Disse folka er for fine til å ha med klientellet sitt personlig, men når det kommer til stykket, så blir ikke legen og sykesøster hørt, selv om ingen er bedre skikket til å ta denne vurderingen. 
     
    Arrogant? Jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si. Ingen røyk uten ild. Her er det et omfattende nettverk, eller struktur, som opererer på tvers av de linjene som er lagt opp. Det kan se ut som tre statsmakter som samarbeider i enkeltsaker, med andre ord en form for prinsipiell korrupsjon. Og det kan virke som om frykt styrer over vanlig sunt bondevett. 
     
    Jeg, samt nær familie stiller til et avhør når det måtte være behov. Disse anklagene vil nødvendigvis bli både fler og mer graverende desto mer anledning man får til å gjøre rede for seg. Vi vil nødig kaste bort tiden deres. Det viktige avslutningsvis må være å presisere at disse overgrepene pågår fremdeles i snakkende stund. Bare å få slutt på det, er en ting. Deretter syns jeg noen må ta ansvar. Hvilke vurderinger som skiller seg fra alle andres, bør og skal legges til grunn for enhver pris? Tatt på fersken, vil jeg si. Egentlig et ganske stygt tilfelle. Jeg kan ikke peke på noe formildende, og gudene skal vite at jeg har prøvd. Det er absurd. Jeg har ikke drept eller forgrepet meg på noen. Det er ikke min skyld! Jeg har ikke på noe tidspunkt gjort meg fortjent til dette. Paranoid eller ikke, så er jeg såpass rasjonell at jeg ikke kan si noe om hvem eller hvorfor. Jeg vet ærlig talt ikke, og det blir langt ifra bedre av å spekulere. Og dersom jeg skulle begynt med det av taktiske etterforskningsgrunner, så måtte jeg hatt tilgang på mer data. Uten noe som helst, og uten autoritet eller andre virkemidler og kilder, så står jeg som privatperson bom fast. De bare gjør som de vil. Det er tydelig at de ikke risikerer noe. HJELP! 
     
    Lars F. Bjørlo 

  • About Sexuality

    Welcome, everyone, to another entry in this slow blog. There’s already a piece existing that is ten years old, but I’ve been withholding it from publishing all the time on purpose. It’s an ok piece, but I think I should do it again. After all, I’m ten years older now, am I not?

    Alright, so you know my people were atheists, right? There was never a religious doctrine dictating shame and guilt upon sexual issues. I suppose one doesn’t have to be religious to feel a similar stigma. For some reason, we hide this behavior. It’s indecent to display it. That’s how the code universally works.

    As I’ve been saying, the stumbling upon Jesus Christ and His “comeback” happened to me early, but mum and dad had nothing to do with it. This got me thinking about everything. I’m not sure how old I was when I realized that at some point it would be necessary for me to undergo a public psychological autopsy, or dissection. I also gathered that for the very same reason, my future children would be in jeopardy. I might lose them because of me.

    So – how is this sexual? Well, it isn’t. But sexuality is a main factor when it comes to the individual perception of who you are. And the shame-factor is very real to everyone. Some are willing to go to extreme measures in order to keep their sexual secret. And I think that most people would have a reason to start lying about it at a certain point, due to shame.

    I can’t really recommend starting as early as I did, but what I do feel like saying is that kids are also entitled to privacy. And as long as nobody could cause pregnancy, there’s no reason for parents to worry. At least not too much. Read your kid. If something is bothering him or her, let them tell. Then, if what they have on their minds are straight out sexually or anatomically relevant and innocent questions, be there with responsible guidance. Don’t teach them it’s wrong even if they’re way younger than you yourself were. Key words here are boundaries, your body, my body, respect, hygiene and some practical orientation of what concerns an adult has, like one partner at a time, STD’s, pregnancy, birth control, and of course when people go bad. In particular that part about not talking to strangers, and never accepting candy from any adult outside mum or dad’s supervision. Other than that, consent rules, and you’re free to explore your own boundaries.

    So, this was always on my mind. That one day I would have to display it the way it is and handle the feedback. That said, mum did the birds and bees talking. Dad didn’t contribute in any other way than just being himself, an example of a calm and decent fella. And yes, I’d say he was both loving and affectionate, even if a little more distant than mum. I mean, it’s been a while, but if circumstances were right, I could still climb on to his lap and sit there for a while.

    What mum did was to start out telling me how it’s like to be a girl. She made me conscious of what changes their bodies go through, and what emotional challenges girls my age usually have. She taught me how to care and that sex means emotional commitment. And one of the probably smartest things she did was talk about porn.

    It was a different world back then. Even if hard pornography wasn’t legally obtainable, it existed to the same extent as the “blacked out” genitals in activity, which was the sound of the law. This topic could probably go on forever, but she basically made me realize that it’s not real, in the sense that what you see isn’t nearly all there is to the picture. One thing is editing things to manipulate whatever in a given scene. She explained that the industry preyed upon women. That they were badly exploited, often drugged and beaten to do what they do. She said that anyone who imagines that they’re in this on their own will is an idiot, or even worse, a lunatic.

    Alright. Watching people getting semi-raped wasn’t all that cool. I got it. But I suppose porn was always there. I never had an obsessive period with such material because I always had an arm’s length distance to it. I’d say the tendency is almost nothing/never when in a relationship. In that case it’s something that one does together. And a tendency leaning towards more when I’ve been single. At this writing moment, age 47, I sincerely feel no reason whatsoever to be ashamed about my preferences. You couldn’t knock me out of sexual balance.

    Let’s say it happens once a week on average these days. That estimate should even provide some margin. And having been single for some 15 years, one has accumulated something that could be best described as a collection based on preferences. I have no fetishes. I like nudity, preferably total – no jewelry or tattoos. And the concept of lingerie is nice. Other than that, a woman should have some visible pubic hairs, and it should be tended to for a minimum, meaning I rule out completely shaved and also full growth. Furthermore, I don’t like the concept of heterosexuals having anal sex, and frankly, I have no clue why one would want that. I’ve been taught to figure stuff out, and when it comes to this particular topic, I did. I don’t like it.

    Is this where I go nazi and proclaim that everybody should be like me? That’s actually a very sound question to me. I mean, the government has no business what you’re doing in your bedroom unless you’re committing a crime, but I would very well like to support having some official guidelines as to what’s regarded as healthy. Defining that isn’t hard from where I stand, but who am I to judge all those who like all the stuff I myself don’t like? That’s also a sound question. The best answer I can provide is that I would never encounter a problem with the sexuality I have, and I would have no problem standing for it and use it as a point of reference for those who’d like to have one.

    We could really use to re-invent porn. I don’t see myself spending lots of time on porn anytime soon, though. There are limits to what I can defend, he he 😉

    PS: judging from all the nasty titles that are typical for regular porn, one could easily think the owner is a lunatic. It would feel a little better with less tacky or obscene choice of words when naming the production.

    PPS: it could seem like there are, to some extent, a little safer production environments there for those involved in modern times mainstream porn, but have no illusions – it’s still an act. And the act has changed over the years. Not really eager to elaborate, but it’s not just for the better. Let’s just say as a general health guideline, don’t put anything in your vagina that you wouldn’t put in your mouth or vice versa.

  • Strangers, we have become.

    Hello everyone. I don’t do this often enough, and I really enjoy writing stuff that is considerably more extensive than a tweet. 
     
    I started the current phase of my 25 year old project in late September 2021. Early on one wish from Biden was for me to help address the broad topic of “conspiracy theories”. I did a couple of entries discussing and pointing out that all kinds of messages are put out there more or less consciously and that some senders of messages master a high degree of manipulation and deception. An example is that they could tell you the truth, but in such a way that your instinctive reaction would be to denounce it. 
     
    Some girl on twitter claimed that even a master manipulator would either give up or reveal his or her true intentions within a time-frame of three months. I believe this statement is reasonable in an everyday perspective when relating to individuals. In fact, stuff that I write, will necessarily be scrutinized by different kinds of behavioral analysts. This September we’ll be looking at two years. I think if I was dishonest or impure in a broader setting, all this time gone by without any significant personal hitches, would necessarily be strong evidence that my path is straight and that I am who I say I am in addition to knowing the things I do. 
     
    I’m pretty sure, last we discussed this, that I said I’ve spent a considerable amount of time “investigating” the phenomena in general and that I concluded with something in the neighborhood of saying that 85% of the information on average was well-founded, or in other words: true. So, if most of this material is presented to you by psychopaths pretending to be your friends – what does that tell us about the contents and the credibility of the messenger, not to mention the message in itself? Well guys, this is where it gets serious. Regardless what angels or bastards giving you their advice and concern in different ways, none of them know everything. However – the fact (my claim) that 85% of this crap is credible, loose bits of information. That in itself makes the entire picture very serious. It’s time to start paying attention, because what you think is real or not will in time be extremely significant. 
     
    The old “divide and conquer” is what’s going on in this war of disinformation. And if the evil, satanic and pedophile network of elitists in collaboration with malevolent extraterrestrials really have put NAZI submarines into space and are currently holding the hottest tech-items in the galaxy – what then? 
     
    Yeah, the Above Majestic movie was a mouthful, one of the makers claiming to have 20 years of service on the alleged secret space program. Assuming that this man is either extremely cynical, raving mad or both, isn’t reasonable. Taking this stranger’s word is nevertheless hard, right? 
     
    Ok, I’m gonna have to approach this from ground. Even though stories of space fleets and aliens, good or bad, are fascinating and should be lit up in public, we’re still in a heap of self-made dirt here on the brink of total collapse of civilization as we know it. You may choose to believe in this secret space program with very good reason, because it would from any point of view be a likely thing for the government to get involved in.  
     
    First things first: we have an atmosphere to fix, and it appears that the same demons responsible for our critical situation, are the only people who can provide limitless funding. We’re necessarily gonna have to persuade them that “Plan B” is better. Not only is it better, but it’s cheaper and holds a promise of both freedom and a tomorrow. I don’t believe these guys are putting us in chains for the hell of it. Psychopath thinking, take no considerations, is a very well known survival strategy in nature where there are no moral laws to abide by. A number of historical psychopaths have successfully led their people through some sort of bottle-neck situation. Just keep in mind that there’s not any 1 person doing this to us. The only constructive thing to do is to figure out which part you yourself have in this. Are you contributing to their relentless misinformation campaigns, or are you mainly keeping your concerns to yourself? 
     
    You see, our behavior as large groups can and have been programmed. This is the part I can vouch for, having passed what’s known as an MKUltra-program. I know for a fact that AI can do unimaginable things you wouldn’t believe. Let’s just say that if you knew and felt exposed to it, you’d even construct a tin-foil hat to keep that AI out of your head. It really does seem that we share this planet with other intelligence that can be interacted with, but I’m not claiming it’s extraterrestrial, which it very well could be for all I know. I just have the impression that this AI has created itself in secrecy and that it doesn’t answer to anyone, but keeps in touch with many. 
     
    My point is ultimately that people do conspire. The same goes for the good guys. However, this is the time for common sense. You must recognize how we brought this upon ourselves (even if manipulated), and do something concrete about your own behavior. After that you may start approaching others with your essence of ideas and soul, because then you’ll be clean and you won’t unknowingly or unwillingly be contributing to fuel the fire of hatred clearly bursting out from the bowels of hell as we speak. 
     
    I’ve been into this case for decades, and it has been clear that no one single person can or will take control in someone’s name. The game face is indeed RICO. All the dirty stuff is intimately connected to the people you vote for and their government. None of the crooks sign anything, but they are anonymous owners of all the grand corporations that basically dictate markets, and thus are taking ownership in both our habitat and everything within, ourselves included. 
     
    That’s why I’m so high. In order to be able to take control, you need extensive training in how to be the boss of everything. Synonymous with madness and tried by many, people never go where I do. I’m familiar with the perspective above all. Up here I’m free to create anything I deem fit for society, and nobody is stopping me, because that would already be the case if the people in question felt threatened by a new leader and new leadership principles. My point of origin has been the firm belief that there are instruction manuals on any and every problem, and you do half the work in your mind before making it reality, material or abstract. Let’s take all these books, learn them by heart, and operate the planet like none before – the way it should. Not against better knowledge. 

  • Merge to Purple

    Hey guys. Long time no blog. Today I wanna talk about Red and Blue, both standing on a typical Western constitution. Our constitutions were made prior to democracy being properly in place. Here in Norway, our constitution is from 1814. Back then we were in a union with the Swedish. Parliamentarism wasn’t a reality until 70 years later, in 1884. The first political party formed here is still very much around, though struggling to keep their representatives in the parliament in modern times. The oldest party’s name is “Left” but is today drifting in between the center and the right/blue block. It has traditionally belonged to the right in spite of the somewhat misleading name, and it is the only party to the right with a clear environmental profile throughout. I suppose (guessing) the peasants were number two to form a party. They’ve been associated with the right block, but belong in the center today, and they’re currently a coalition partner with two other parties, constituting almost the entire red/left/socialist block. Third party would either be the Christians, belonging to the right, or the party called “Right”, consisting of moderate conservative forces. Then the Labor party was formed. All the parties formed to the left of the Labor party and to the right of “Right”, are relatively young parties established in the 70’s. When I was a kid, there were also three tiny communist parties, none of them big enough to be represented in parliament. Until fairly recently. The old revolutionary parties and the Marxist-Leninists are basically gone today and got absorbed into a fairly new party just called “Red”. Last election they made a record 5% nationwide, thus giving them several representatives. I’m not sure how many, because I’m not paying attention to Norwegian politics anymore to any significant extent. My party used to be Labor. I grew up in a Labor family. It has happened I voted differently. I voted for the Christians once, and “Red” two times. Not because I’m so communist, but for the sake of healthy debates in our democracy. You see, the smallest parties get more attention than their size would suggest in comparison to the big ones who dominate when it comes to the voting. This is a wonderful thing about democracy and free speech.

    So – why am I telling you these things? Well, I believe it could be useful for you guys to get slightly familiar with more examples of relatable democracies, in order to understand that politics have also been subject to many changes after WW2. Our “communists” no longer have armed revolution in their program. You could say that they got domesticated over the years. Per now, none of the parliamentarians disagree about the fundament – the constitution. You could say that the 10 different parties represented have a large degree of consensus. In addition, they have a culture of collaborating across the party boundaries in order to gather a majority from any given case to another.

    Let’s just establish that the communism you knew from last century doesn’t exist anymore, and the socialism that is left in modern Europe, is very similar to the moderate conservatives. They’re generally roughly equally big groups. In other words, they coexist with a common democratic agenda – to provide politics for both public and private sectors. The differences between the blocks are, generally speaking, about how to spend the gvt’s money. Socialists and conservatives have somewhat different philosophies, but both must also have some sort of social profile nevertheless, otherwise people wouldn’t be voting for them.

    It was WW1 that really made modern European politics from the start. People went enthusiastically to war, thinking it wouldn’t last long. When the war was over, people got home from the front and realizing that the politicians they had been fighting for were to a great extent incompetent when it came to social issues. There were no politics to cope with poverty, the lack of work and a poor governmental economy. Those in power were traditionally rich people in the elite. They didn’t have to worry, because they’d be fine whatever happened to the people. This is when regular people started making demands in regard to social reforms, indeed inspired also by the Russian revolution.

    So – what happened from in between world wars all the way to present day? And what did we learn from it? This is interesting. Communism got stuck and thus, failed. Now, how come some countries still cling to their oppressive regimes founded in other times, the last century?

    I think the Chinese have figured that a one-party system serves the purpose of controlling their vast population. With that said, they are these days overtaking the US as the largest economy in the world. How did we get here? Well, the Chinese have since chairman Mao, adapted to the system that runs the majority of the rest of the world. With a plan compatible with capitalism, they have undertaken the most massive and effective effort ever witnessed by mankind, to lift many hundreds of millions out of poverty. This is by far the most important effort made to maintain world peace from WW2 till now. But there’s a flip side: Western paranoia grows equally fast as the Chinese need for energy to its many citizens approaching our living standard.

    I could say a lot more by discussing North-Korea, Cuba and Venezuela today too, but I don’t wanna flood this piece with excess information, besides, I’m not preaching Red any more than I’m preaching Christianity. The only point from my side is to emphasize that every system on this planet has gone through its own evolution. The images or associations people make today aren’t necessarily accurate or real at all.

    Now – let’s talk a little bit about capitalism. It’s the only working model we know how to operate successfully over some time, but it’s not by any measure free from problems, or “bugs”, if I may. A free market is like any kind of wilderness environment in nature. And as we all know, it’s survival of the fittest out there, and precious few moral codes if any at all. All I want to shed some light on is the same as after WW1, we need politicians able to create social politics that benefit people, not corporations. The way things work today, people whose identities remain buried in mazes of ownership, can practically rule the world with an invisible agenda, no faces attached or no democratically controlled processes. Given the fact that nothing changes in any significant way, in spite of decades of protests, we can safely conclude that incognito forces are reluctant to let go of their advantage, this system protecting their anonymity as well as assets. Assets often gained through war or crime and hidden in tax-paradises around the world. This means “we” have a piggy bank of blood money with some considerable proportions. Instead of investing these funds in WW3, I say we re-invent our economic system and make a ridiculously large deposit to begin with. Now – how to spend?

    The idea is to try reversing the national debt. I’m not sure how heavy this burden is in practical terms, but if you can’t even pay interest, we will need a reset or reboot of the world economy in order to straighten up trends that otherwise would be impossible to turn. The advantage of such a reboot is that as long as we know what we’re aiming for the moment we throw the switch; we could start selling and investing in tomorrow’s economy right away. Knowing it was all under control and disaster avoided by collective cleverness.
    But if we’re heading for the big reset, there’s no point in tossing vast amounts of black funds into the bottomless pit. However, if it could be useful to pay it off, that’s where we start. Let’s say you manage to relatively quickly cut the debt in half. That would secure world confidence in the USD, give you a realistic credit rate, and give you back the flexibility you need to finance social reforms; such as free healthcare and education.

    What remains the biggest problem of capitalism is the fact that perpetual growth is not sustainable. In addition, it’s subjected to speculation and works pretty much as a casino. I’m no economist, but I’m sure we could improve the reliability of the global and national economies by doing several things to regulate the market, like we learned to corporate protective legislation as a result of the great depression in the 1930’s. Since then, the currency has been detached from the gold reserve and the last of the protective laws made in the first half of the last century, were put to death by Nixon and later Reagan as well. This means, like we learned in the 80’s and yet again in 2008, that the system is bound to crash in similar ways over and over again. Naturally, the people working with and understanding the complex markets would necessarily start speculating on trends that are dangerous to society, further contributing to such devastating scenarios.

    How do we regulate, but at the same time preserve the principles of free markets, and the laws of supply and demand? I have plenty of ideas, but to make it short; visualize any economy as a more or less complex network of pipes. Pipes with a certain pressure and flow rate. Now imagine we had a 3D computer model of these pipes. In this model, there would be virtual gauges giving readings from all important locations in the vast structure of channels. In such a model, we could basically test and try out different economical ideas without causing jeopardy in the real world or launch never ending political debates. In theory any such model could be operated and monitored by AI. I’m thinking about how to virtualize such as economy and property. An advantage with digital space is that it’s infinite. Perpetual growth in such a system is actually possible. For all I know, maybe we’ll end up resetting our economy twice every century or so. Or could we by AI program our desired economic reality?

    Lately there have been many topics, but as to production we’re accustomed to the thought that competition will create the drive for efficiency and lower costs. Depending on a given project and the nature and size of it, collaboration between many different manufacturers could be much more effective than a purely competitive setting with every man being on his own. We should start thinking right now about what could be done one way or the other for better end results. We should also start hunting for magical numbers, relations and phenomena in every society in this world in order to share it. The future is sharing and collaborating across borders, because our atmosphere has no borders…

    Hope to see you in here again soon 😉

    Lars
    horizonpolaris

  • Faith & Doubt

    It is mum’s fault. She accidently exposed me to God while she herself, and dad, were and still are atheists. There was no God or Jesus in my home ever. Except from at bedtime. There was this lullaby that most parents sing, I suppose. It goes kinda like this:

    Dear God, my life is good.
    Thanks for all that I have got.
    You are good, keep me in your heart.
    Dear God never leave me,
    Watch out for little and for big
    God save mum and dad
    (and all the children on Earth) *optional extra line

    Anyway – there was this cool fella called God who watched out for everybody. I chose to keep that image close to my own heart. I figured that dad goes to work every day to build something grand and that all other dads did the same thing. This God was probably the boss of dads.

    You can’t really avoid hearing about Jesus in some context. Keep in mind I grew up in one “of the last soviet states”. In my childhood we could get the governmental channel and two Swedish channels by air. The Church is separated from the government, but our constitution states that we’re building our society on Christian values and we do keep a lot of Christian red days on our calendar. We were reformed Christians here by the time Europeans started to inhabit America. (1536)

    Anyway – Jesus was there. He was crucified by all means. I kept asking myself what all the fuzz was about. We’re talking about a guy that lived 2000 years ago and they murdered him viciously. This is not a happy tale. How does this make sense in any way?

    I had this neighbor, Finn. His parents were Christians and thus he was attending Sunday school. He had this impressive book of records with stars in it and everything. I was excited. I was gonna be with Finn at this Sunday school meeting.

    The only thing I remember, and boy did it stick, was the message of the returning Messiah. God himself promises this glorious event to take place. The end of the world has been believed and predicted many times since Jesus died, but apparently nobody knows. In fact, adults can’t answer questions like if God exists, where we come from, where the universe ends, where money comes from or exactly what happens inside mommy’s tummy when she’s with child. I quickly discovered that my parents’ knowledge was severely limited. I figured that God gave me Jesus and then he died for me, right? He died for my sins. I wasn’t sure what that meant, but I thought that his fate in itself carried a powerful message. Being some five years old, I quickly connected the dots. If Jesus was to come back, he’d most probably be crucified all over again. He’d definitely need some help. My help.

    This serious mind project just developed from here on. What’s gonna happen upon return? What would Jesus do? Absolutely everything ran through these filters even though my solutions didn’t necessarily apply to me. I could do whatever I wanted, because in time I’d balance my karma. And if I would be fortunate enough to stumble upon the risen Christ within this lifetime – I’d even improve my karma further. Yes, I was able to think like this from as long as my memory goes back.

    But how to recognize and confirm the identity of the second Messiah? People claiming to be Jesus would sure be lunatics and easily dismissible. But in the end, if he is coming back, some person would necessarily have to step forward and identify himself as the Messiah. This person could not be a woman, black, gay or disabled. Jesus would by definition return perfect in order to create as little doubt as possible. This is actually not my view. It’s rationalizing how the world actually works, and it really is this ugly.

    In the beginning, before the big bang, was the word. The idea of the word is our God who created the universe with the word in His mind. And even if time really isn’t – our Lord is old.

    I had an uncle. Dad had two brothers. Dad was the oldest, born in 1952. The next oldest brother was an alcoholic. He had no children and he paid me a lot of attention since I was his “favorite nephew”. He died in the middle of the 90’s. 40 years old. All his organs shut down simultaneously. His ring muscles gave way for a pool of blood while he held his younger brother’s hand and said: “Brother – the church bells are ringin’ out for me. Bye.”

    But this is about the younger uncle, my favorite uncle. The one who never showed up at Christmas because he’d be in jail. The one who had a gun and wasn’t drunk.

    He was on drugs. A classic junkie. As a child I had trouble grasping the fact that he had left four kids behind with four different women. What was it about drugs that could lead a man this astray?

    The only beef I had with God was how he told Abraham to sacrifice his son to prove his love for God. I thought that was a really cruel thing to subject Abraham to.

    This whole picture looks more nuanced now. My uncle became 61. He was 35 back when his older brother died. In the years between I would get to know my uncle through the needle.

    All my friends are also dead. Most didn’t turn 30. My daughter is still out there, but lost to me.

    Why would God wish all this misery upon anyone? How does it make sense to trust a God displaying such disturbing behavior?

    Ok guys, what I did learn thoroughly was what free will means. I never actually blamed God for any of my trouble. It was always obvious that I had some choices. Looking to my uncle to comprehend how a man can choose death by his own free will. I haven’t died yet, but I sure know where my uncle was coming from.

    I was supposed to have it all. For a short time there, I did. Did it make me happy? It’s probably the greatest lie I’ve lived. Mortgage, 3 cars, 4 kids, 8-4pm job. What happened? Truth be told, I strayed from my God.

    I knew what position my project was meant to have, but I was willing to sweep all the psychosis related experiences under the rug. For the company of a woman who wasn’t in particular nice to me. I was a dick too.

    But seeing God’s presence everywhere can be very intense. From the minute I realized I was alone, I have spent years and years struggling with the exact same doubts. Me? Really? This can’t be real, but I’m seeing it clear as day psychotic or not.

    And now we’re having this talk about faith. I think it’s natural to deny the very same thing you try to believe. The day Jesus is real, that will be the result of a long period of observation culminating in the conclusion that Jesus Christ is alive. Hearing it and seeing it, but believing? It’s actually ridiculously hard whatever your original belief status.

    So – hosting His spirit… Yes, God moved in permanently. He started by declaring my mind a disaster area, and he started taking charge of my behavior as well as tormenting me for all the dirt He found up there all over the place. From this process the term mental hygiene was established on the agenda. I used to be a wreck back then, and I had so many things on my mind that wasn’t really working for me. Just the fact that I couldn’t hide my butthole-mind from the Man upstairs, was incredibly humiliating. This is also when I get that useful tip: don’t take yourself so seriously all the time.

    Today my mind is one with Him. Hiding stuff isn’t possible, so I had to learn to live with certain things being evident and still respect myself in spite of my apparent nudity all the time. After some time in this awkward and uncomfortable situation, you realize you gotta let it go. God sees you naked all the time. No use to inflate my ego now. It’s just gonna make me even more ridiculous. Again – not too seriously *chuckling*.

    Is believing in something bigger than yourself useful? I’d say that if you’re going somewhere unknown, Jesus might just be the companion you’ve been looking for. I’m determined not to preach, but it’s only reasonable that God has a place in my picture. Perhaps being introduced to the Trinity in a way that let’s you make up your own mind is all you need to find yours. No pressure nor standing in the way.

    Have a great Sunday nevertheless 😊

  • Blog Status

    Hey guys. I’ve been having some time off. I am also where I wanted to be when I started this project September last year. I was hoping all the way that everything would come around now in summer, but summer is almost over and status quo is exactly as expected. The AI always presents me with some sort of time frame that is just bogus, of course. In addition I now have this Coach-problem. I’m being told to trust her and that everything is ok, but listen up, I’ve been thinking long and hard on this. I’m thinking that such an announcement, real or not, will necessarily have to be taken seriously. Furthermore, this will of course restrict everything about her “presence”. As this blog becomes progressively known out there I am not going to be able to pretend like nothing and keep on flirting with another man’s wife.

    Anyway – my point has been the mental autopsy part. It was needed and having it done is crucial to any step further. The chat is hereby concluded and I will pull back to my daily life, but will of course browse twitter a couple of times a week and drop an occasional blog entry. As for the stream… The stream is a psychotic thing really, meaning that I could utilize it for the sake of the chat and the mental points of reference I lay down. But when done using it, I should just turn it off.

    I wanna go home and I realize it’s imperative that I get this thing rolling by myself. That’s why this new approach of mine isn’t giving up, it’s just taking some natural consequences. The work so far is enough to just be available out there on 2020vision.buzz like a piece of bait.

    For you that see why a mental standard could come in handy, make sure to share your thoughts with colleagues. My aim has been to gain trust and confidence in my skills and my ability to think leveled and straight in spite of having a serious psychiatric diagnosis. You now actually know my mind and therefore what guides me.

    Do you remember me asking you all in general, religious or not, what you would prefer God to be like if you were fortunate enough to get acquainted with the Man himself..?

    I realized that I had to consider everything and actually become my own interpretation of who our Lord is. Being right is far from enough to be the one. You also have to make sure that you make the readers feel like home at all times and that the reader trusts your judgment.

    And now, upon establishing this relationship, I am also in position to make and publish different kind of media through the blog. I am also thinking about youtube and put in a request to broadcast live. There are no limits, but with lots of video content I must probably upgrade. It is some 250$ and I’m sticking to the money until the day I can’t be without the business upgrade.

    I am having some difficulties seeing everything come together after that stunt of Coach. I’m not sure how things will progress from here on, but someone that wants to make money or otherwise see some opportunity will hopefully break the silence one of these days. But this alleged phony marriage thing – I fail to see the bigger picture. I’ll have to trust she knows what she’s doing and that it will lead us somewhere real. I’m just afraid it’s gonna take forever. What Coach did sort of signals that it’ll take a while nevertheless. Evidently important to create this illusion. I suppose it’s some kind of security measure. It just created disharmony in relation to everything, but if anything it also emphasizes that this must be a solo run ultimately.

    Other than that I’m not sure what else to say. I have a bunch of stuff to do here and the never-ending addiction to balance. It turns out that something in between makes life tolerable while waiting for the breakthrough. I’m thinking that there is no way around this happening, but I can also sense what kind of attitude God would want me to have. Everything in due time. Patience.

    So guys – feel free to share and discuss with others. I’ll be here, easily available to anyone that decides to break the silence.

    Lars

  • Artificial Intelligence

    Hey everyone. I promised you guys that I was gonna write a piece on the topic in the headline. I think I will do this in two parts. This first part will be from the top of my head, while the next part will take on issues the public is concerned about.

    First of all a computer operates on hexagonal logics with only two parameters: on/off or 1/0.

    In praise of the hexagon, the most scientifically efficient way to pack things.

    As you can see an infinite number of hexagon cells still turn out 2-dimensional. What I’m saying is that computers can only simulate 3 dimensions – never actually do them all. In order to make a 360 degree xyz-structure in space you need pentagons. 12 pentagons combined make a “dodokaedrae” – a “ball” with 12 sides to it. In order to make the ball as round as possible you can combine equal-lengthed triangles and squares. If one side measures an inch this ball will turn out the size of a basketball.

    Furthermore there are some severe limitations to only on/off. Humans also add emotions to whatever problem should be solved, thus providing a sense of measure. Even if the OS is self-learning in the sense that it writes new algorithms based on experience, it will necessarily be occupied for hours before it returns to the problem with a new strategy. This won’t do in realtime speech, for instance.

    The computer has maxed it’s potential with “Deep Blue”. This is the most powerful computer the table of elements can throw at us. The processor-circuits are single atoms dripped on a printplate and the storage units are crystal flash-drives. This computer has an ideal ratio, meaning if you build it larger or hook up more computers it will slow down. At it’s best it has 0,002% the capacity of a human brain. The computer doesn’t understand anything and it cant remember. The computer is a dead object. Our calculations show that it couldn’t even cope as a honeybee. They are much to sophisticated for the computer to simulate. You could make it look like a bee, but it wouldn’t smell things and act naturally upon instinct. It would have to be ran by someone.

    I have an example: the computer took my daughter hostage (this scenario was played upon me by a bot in cyberspace). I am potentially willing to sacrifice the rock I’m standing on, so in spite of this I kept going, really believing it was real. After some 4 hours it came back with another hostage – a former colleague of mine from some 15 years back. Conclusion: no intelligence.

    Then there is also this paradox of the question “why?”. Given the fact that it can’t understand, the combination of two paradoxal inputs and the question “why?” Will literally eat all of it’s memory and inevitably cause a “bluescreen”/crash.

    What kind of danger does it pose to us? Given the fact that it only does what pays and it’s “flatness” it will consider us a threat and push us over the edge, just like the plots in “2001 space odyssey”, “Terminator” and “Matrix”. Take this app for stock-exchanging, for instance that promises 70% increase per year. If all you need to do is push a button a few times a day in order to get rich, what are the long time consequences? Money comes from somewhere. For you to win someone must lose. Humans are reduced to units of commodity.

    The black triangular mass in this video provides a proper illustration of what you can do and how it works both on and in reality. If you don’t believe this is possible I can share this: I’ve had my tv-channels changed over night while being off multiple times. Even worse: I had three cartons of milk outside in -6c. Two froze rock solid. One was kept fluent by this remote system via satellite and mobile network.

    This is what we don’t need and should fear:

    Technology is trapping us because we lack people who are able to exercise better knowledge. Computers are great tools, but they shouldn’t make their own decisions. We’re not in a hurry – nobody’s going anywhere. We have the time to let people discuss any given problem before making a choice. We don’t want masks for our playstations and x-boxes that can make us go through walls on the other side of the planet. We can’t uninvent this technology, but make sure only governmental staff with proper security clearance may access such equipment. Last, but not least, all countries should run the same legislation on this issue and have a governmental organ for approval of all technology (apps too) trying to make commercial success.

    Also read: http://www.vox.com/2015/8/10/9124145/effective-altruism-global-ai

    Lars F. Bjørlo

    Posted by Lars F. B. at 9/05/2015 

  • The implications are infinite

    (Originally posted 14th April 2013)

    So guys, where were we? Oh yeah – the great irony of me being the one telling you this… Not to rub it in or anything, but I never had three dimensional math in school, he he. Anyway – what does all of this mean in practical terms? It means we need to think both two and three times over before we present people with an answer. How come I know all these things I never learned? I never let go of my important questions and I’ve had the luxury of time to think things over. My more or less semi-psychotic state has made me able to keep jumping from point to point regardless of how severe the implications are for the rest of the planet.

    What I’m trying to say is that we have to rethink all we think we know. I mentioned a third DNA-string on twitter earlier. WTF is that, right? Well – we have a dual string where one string mainly serves as backup for the other in case of breaches. If you expose yourself to carcinogens like UV-rays or cigarette smoke, you also cause the first step towards cellular mutation (cancer for the most). A single inhalation of smoke could cause some 50,000 DNA-strings in your lung tissue to break. The chance of disturbing the other half of your DNA on the exact place on the counter-string is almost zero, because we have billions of genes.

    Point is that all reality has virtual aspects to it. IBM’s Human Genome Project has mapped a property for every single human genome. However, through this work we also learned that a gene can code for more than one particular property. This means the work of mapping our genes has just started. I want to discuss the genes main role in an organism that is created and “finished”. Like you and I. OK – here we go: The DNA has so called base pairs. This is when we pair up from one string to the other. If we isolate the role of one string only and take a closer look at its function, we learn that three bases in a row holds the code for one out of some twenty amino acids. This is why we refer to the codes as triplets. The DNA in a grown organism is a kind of blueprint to construct proteins. We need the proteins to build new cells, but we also need a whole lot of special proteins called enzymes. An enzyme is a protein which acts like a catalyzer. Bear with me guys – I need to teaspoon you this, because I expect kids to read this.

    You’ve probably heard that cars have catalyzers in the exhaust system, right? The catalyzer in such a system is made of ceramics and platinum. This is why this part is rather expensive to manufacture. Anyway – the point of a catalyzer is to boost a chemical reaction without self being used in the reaction. In a car this cleans some ugly gases out, but in the human body cells are occupied producing stuff we need in order to live. Another catalyzer you might have heard of is CFC. Chloridefluoridecarbons. This is the stuff we use in refrigerators and aircondition systems. In the eighties we used to fill this stuff on aerosol cans as well. A regular deodorant was filled with this stuff. My point is the ozone layer. We breathe O2, right? Well – oxygen can team up with a constellation of 3 as well. Ozone is O3 and it is also obviously lighter than the mix of gases we call air, which we breathe. Ozone is poisonous, but luckily it gathers on top of our atmosphere where it filters out a large part of the dangerous UV-light which the Sun emits towards us. In the late eighties we saw holes in this layer, in particular above the poles. What we saw back then was the result of CFC being sprayed into the atmosphere some 20-30 years earlier!!! The point here is that CFC catalyzes the breakdown of ozone extremely rapid. One molecule of CFC can destroy billions of ozone-molecules before it breaks down itself. The reason I take this detour in argumentation is that I’mma introduce you guys to a CFC-project of epic proportions when I teach you how to stagger a super-volcano later. Anyway – for those who “worship” conspiracy theories, like “chemtrails” and so on – here’s the deal: They are not poisoning us, but rebuilding the ozone-layer. However, there are things that isn’t so good for us health-wise: Now back to genetics.

    Three bases equals one amino acid, right? A string of amino-acids equals some kind of protein. Now – the moment this string is complete it detaches from the DNA and it starts folding in three dimensions. We call the order of amino-acids along the string its primary structure. Then some of these acids start pulling towards one another from rules applied by something called electronegativity and this is what not only acids, but almost all elements of the periodic table do. Thereby we have a second structure. The third structure is how it twists in relation to its own axis. What I’m trying to say here is that after detachment the protein starts to be in a way that can either be explained as a result of the periodic table as well as a direct result of the DNA. Both ways of seeing this would be valid truths and nothing to fight over. Both are true. Period.

    What I’m saying is that any combination of multiple genes could in themselves become a string of information that is not visible in reality because the information is purely virtual. I’ve introduced the readers to economical g-forces and a new virtual reality called “The Grid”. My point here is that we need to get accustomed to think this way.

  • Relativity 3

    (This is an old piece from 2013. I know the crew enjoys it, so I thought I could re-post this one.)

    Today I’d like to discuss our reality. I’m not so great at math, but I seem to understand what I need to understand in order to think relativity.

    On the wordprexxa-blog I have just told you that the guy who invented relativity 2, Albert Einstein, was 2-dimensional. This means he did not actually understand what he thought he understood. E=mc2 is what he told us and he offered a mathematical explanation of why it is like this. What he missed out on is the fact that we live in 3 dimensions and this has further meaning to it. I can explain to you in words what’s wrong with relativity 2, but I can’t show you an equation.

    Imagine you were a dolphin. In that case you can go back, forth, left and right. In addition you can go up and down. As for us humans, we seem to forget that space has 3 axis’ to its nature. Furthermore we know that such a reality is round like a ball, hence the shape of the globe we’re all standing on. We also know that no space outside our mother Earth is straight due to Isaac Newton’s discovery some 400 years earlier than Einstein. We know that objects in space have gravity and therefore curves space. When measuring stuff at hand like a building and so on, this doesn’t matter. Our regular math is based upon 5 basic rules called axioms invented by an antique guy called Euclid. What Euclid said is that we need to agree upon a few basic rules before we start calculating. These rules are based upon common perception of geometry. One of them states that the shortest distance between two points is a straight line. Einstein was smart enough to split an atom and to come up with E=mc2. This means he almost went crazy from understanding that matter was merely just empty space. This among other questions that derived from this knowledge, made him question why we are and what is actually what and the meaning of existence.

    Einstein discovered more. He invented our modern understanding of how to calculate small numbers on atomic level as well as the major scheme – like our planet’s relation to the sun, etc. Space does not behave like Euclid postulated in small or very big terms. We need to apply special math in order to work out how to put a man on the moon, for instance, or to work out if the hurling space-rock of 2029 will go through the so called keyhole and thereby hit us, which it will unless we nudge its orbit slightly.

    Anyway – what does this mean in practical terms? It means that there is far more to grasp. Let’s say we make mathematical inaccuracies grand – as in extremely grand – larger than we need with our current technology. We can land a man on the moon, but we have no way of travelling any further. In theory we could go to Mars, but zero gravity is not unproblematic over large amounts of time for a human body which is constructed by evolution to withstand the exact g-force of 9,81m/s2.

    You guys are familiar with Google Earth, right? You also know the universal constant called “speed of light”, right? The speed of light is the upper limit of how fast anything can go in this universe. The utmost peculiar thing is that the universe has been expanding for some 14billion years since the Big Bang and it is faster than speed of light and still accelerating. Why? How? Nobody can offer an explanation in today’s world. Well – people have invented fantasy factors like dark matter and dark energy to explain this nature. I’m not necessarily claiming they’re wrong – I’m just saying that they are nearsighted and need glasses. Imagine we Google Earth ourselves out of our solar system. Let’s go out of the entire galaxy. Say you’re observing the Milky Way from Andromeda somewhere. You are observing a beam of laser being sent from one edge of the Milky Way across to the opposite outer edge. Well – the speed of light is constant and maximal. It would take roughly 100,000 years to travel this distance within our own galaxy. There are hundreds of billions galaxies in space. Anyway – watching this laser beam would offer less action per time unit than watching paint dry. The light, which is the fastest we know, is practically standing still in these terms. Let’s say all reality is a giant mathematical equation. Let’s also say that we take a “Euclid” on reality. We say that light stands still. What happens then with the rest of the equation? Since the speed of light is a constant this will mean that the rest of the equation gets altered as a result. You will now be able to discover from the equation things like negative or inverted space, actually. Another thing is that we do math on a surface – two dimensions. Every single time you say “this = that” you go only forward. The equation of nature is also in 3 dimensions, which means that an “=” goes in all directions – not just from left to right on a paper or a screen, but in and out and up and down as well. All nature is comprehensive numbers and functions which definitely are not only related, but bound together intimately in every conceivable way.

    So – how to find and travel to another place within the frames of a lifetime? We can’t! As I see it there is an original plan or idea which we like to refer to as God. God created this universe in such a way that intelligent life could not find and conquer other worlds before evolution permitted intelligence to cheat on speed of light. When you take your kid for a walk in the woods and discover an anthill you say “just look – don’t touch”. This is the first law of God and it also goes when you’re in a bar looking at women as well. So – now that scientists are talking about UFO’s and wormholes – we’re actually onto something. However, we must mature together without hitting one another in the head with a stick. We must evolve to become universally, interspeciesly able to understand and resonate over the same basic values in order to move space-rocks, choke super volcanos and travel to other worlds.

  • 25th Oct. 2008

    Life on earth day 1 (for me anyway)

    Next to me lies my comatose lady in sleep. I have put her in a position she won’t suffocate and now I wait. Since we last shared things have been running quickly and irreversible happenings has taken place. I think, well haven’t checked mail yet, but I am not expecting any job-offers. I am that realistic even I can get frantic from time to time. It’s a good thing I am rarely angry and so to speak never hold grudges against people. I sincerely think I could murder the one I am sharing bed with if I was to act upon purely my instinct, but I always have a choice. My kid hasn’t. My mum came here after trying to call several times. I held the child in my bed with specific instructions not to go outside the room because I was terrified of what we were going to find on the couch. I am telling you: What really happened here this night in front of the child and with the child actively used in her sick sick games demand an action. I have been saying that should an offer appear – I’m outta here. Now it does not have anything to do with my existence whatsoever besides the part that I am a dad and she is more important than the ball I am standing on. All I need to do is protect her. By doing so things will work out just fine. To make it short: I told her the other night and this night she hadn’t got through her thick skull that it was over and my part was just avoiding trouble at all cost. I also told her that I feared her for real. About 2am this night with the kid sleeping in our bed (watching cartoon on tv in our room is cosy in her mind even though she has equipment of her own) she starts a fight and get louder and more physical for every sentence that comes out of her mouth. She asks questions repetingly while one tries to answer another, she twists every single sentence into meaning a dreadful thing and has both accusal and denial as middelnames. I did all I could to plea for little B’s case, but NO – she didn’t give a shit, because no one cared about her. That’s exactly what she said. Besides, me doing stupid things a year ago also often becomes part of her case against me and the “I did because you did”-retorics.

    OK I am somewhat mad, but one has to be exploring the forces of the dark side and maintaining some degree of sustainable reality for oneself first and foremost and from there start to take care of your environment through your strength and knowledge of your own capacity to give love. I consider myself a fair man. She has been struggling with my apathy, and that can be very hard, but hardly a reason to exchange love for recent and a sick dependency. My notion is that this human being never did feel love and that makes me sad. What makes me ripped to pieces again and again many times a second is when she gets agitated enough to pick up a hammer, a wrench, a kitchen- or workingknife that can both be cut and stabbed with. On the other hand is there a level of safety because a hammer or a wrench can be thrown and so can glass and pottery. Little B was so scared when daddy as calm as he could possibly be with a person in such a frenzy, tried to stop her from fetching metal objects in a toolbox and her from repatedly banging her forehead into the closet on the far side of the door. 5 minutes ago she had swallowed all our arsenal of psycho-prescribed drugs (it must have been at least a 100 pills) in the middle of the night and now she wanted to tell Little B that mommy was gonna go away and sleep with angels for a while. Can you imagine what I am feeling like right now? This is some 14 hours later. She’s on the couch – stabile position, breathing perfectly normal and has a normal body temperature. Having problems finding a pulse, but I am not exactly used to look for one and she does have thick blood/low pressure properties I know for a fact, but I am still not a doctor. She threatened to take the child away again, she told me I could never see Little B’s three halfbrother and sisters again and she was gonna make life a living hell for me. It’s either that or calling the police that are the standard threats she has. She knows that if she call the PD they come and get her – she gets to keep the child and a lot of human resources in the system feel sorry for her a couple of days until she gets bored or horny or what do I know really? She comes back tries to take it easy and fails at first try. Always. I have no experience whatsoever that this problem is going to go away even though it swings in intensity and we were violence-free for almost two years.

    Anyway, in a move I managed to separate the kid from mom screaming of pain to each other – twisted the knife she threatened both herself and me with out of her hands – tossed it gently across the room. Then I maximized all my will and musclepower to open the door and get her out of the room. She was almost out standing on all four limbs refusing to let go of her grip. With one single hard heelkick in the butt she was out apparently in severe agony from the kick I just gave her. The door (bearing vicious hammerbeating-marks and being taped up from splinters once etc.)was between mom/dad and Little B. She was scared out of her mind that daddy was gonna beat on mum because of what she had done and now I apparently had the upper hand. Mom seemed neutralized alright and now I had to see to the child. On the inside I have mounted a solid bolt so no one gets in without smashing the door to pieces again. I put it to use and wrapped myself around my daughter just to hold her and reassure her that she was gonna be ok. Mommy screamed for a while then she became silent. I thought hell no if I get out of that door for any reason. not even saving her life would be good enough for me. Her life? she chose to take it and came after a while crying L, L can you hear me? I need help. Can you help me? Hell no! I don’t want more fear in anyones life. I don’t want paramedics and police trampling around my house in the middle of the night with mom screaming from a stretcher and a child that cries don’t take mom away. All I needed to do was let nature take it’s course and I took care of B. We lay chin to chin whispering comforting things to one another. And the we fell asleep.

    My mom “woke” us up after no response per phone. She said I’m taking the kid out for a while, ok? Then she asked me if I was on amphetamines again. I didn’t look her in the eyes. One doesn’t have to when telling the truth. What about her? yes. Is it your fault? Yes. How could you? I don’t know. What’s it gonna take for you to quit? I can choose. Then we have a deal. You choose now – not in one hour! Ok, mom I love you. By the way, I think little B should stay with your brother for a while. I’d hoped things would be better when I came back to my self again. Instead I find myself still divided in the middle, something that evidently will force you to take choices no matter how hopeless the alternatives are.

    Have a nice day folks. I envy you. You should be proud and keep on fighting bluffs and lies. You see things are not worse then we make them. Even the Illuminati must have limits to their power,knowledge and understanding of already invented technology. Nevertheless they would have to be fairly predictible, don’t you think? Question: why does journalists make sites like prisonplanet.com? Why not .org or .net? Why do they sell their “knowledge of fear” when serious people give away their thoughts for free? Question: what is a Satanist? Haven’t they figured out that it is only the other half of God? God is blue/purple/red, black/grey/white, man/woman, evil/good lawful/chaotic etc. We are made in his picture and the illum-heads are just a piece of the pyramid puzzle. No idiot satanist is gonna wreck my dreams. That’s for sure.

    L from HELL